Issue 2, that's right. No need to be impressed, like I pulled this shit together in the few weeks since issue 1. There's a lot of stuff sorta simmering in my low burner of a brain. Sometimes it takes FOREVER for me to figure things out. Sometimes I have Jedi like instant understanding. Anyway, I am pretty fascinated with what happens to capture my attention. If my brain is stuck on something, I just sort of trust it to help me figure things out eventually.
So, dreamy Paul Westerberg. Yes, it was a big big crush. So seriously, how cool that I met him, right? That's what this issue is all about. But I think there's this other thing it's about too. I wrote about a longing to have people do bold, awesome stuff just for me, but really, that happens all the fucking time. I am damned lucky. My friends, they are awesome and then they say and do the most awesome mind-blowing stuff for me. And then if I hardly know someone but have a thought I wanna know them - I tend to make that happen and it tends to work out well. And if I'm working at a job where there are not a lot of people into the same things I'm into - I still manage to find the people I would want to find. And on the shittier side of things, sometimes you have to deal with an idiot or someone you have no respect for, and it can be pretty stressful and annoying, but that shit usually works out beautifully too. So am I lucky? or smart? or a good judge of character? or have good character and attract the right people? Or maybe because I like stories, or was an english major, I just know how to tell myself the story I want to hear? I don't know! But I'm kinda lovin' all of it.
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